Wednesday, August 06, 2003 :::
 
mood: bored
listening to: the noise in the classroom
doing: nothing

well here i am at school again...
bored and im sick..... grrrr
nothing much to say....
im sick and its rainy season....
shit...
many people are sick
im sick
fuck sickness


::: just passin by ---> -frange at 12:14 AM

Sunday, August 03, 2003 :::
 
mood: chillin and full
listening to: nothing.....
doing: im in the school... silence is observed....

well well well its been so long since i havent blogged in which i have no dial-ups remaining in my pc in my room... so im stuck without blogging.... ohhhh i really miss blogging.. chatting.... surfing the net... hm... what more.... shoes!!!!!! i miss looking for shoes over the internet.... but what the heck...

anyways.... im doing fine btw,coz lately ive been busy and supposedly i should be grounded but im kinda you know as i cant believe what i was about to type now is.... i behaved!!!!! grrrr.... i cant believe that i became this.. oh well at least they get to be less strict to me for a while... heeheehee

so now what should i say about now?????? well after being busy for d past few days..... i kinda got clear of myself now... if you dont know what i mean,FUCK OFF!!! but what i really mean is... you come to a point where ur so pressured with all the things around you and u tend to be more strong but deep down you urself is slowly decaying away.... i kinda felt that way then as time slips... i tend to be busy.... got drunk with my former classmate got to walk on the streets of makati ave. to rockwell on midnights... thinking and i wander around what was in it for me if i do this? or what was in it for the survival of my human being if i intend to continue to do this....

this idea started to me ever since that coup de' etat happened last week... and seen these soldiers with their ideals only for them to surrender... and the truths long hidden from us.. i was to think.. who are these governement officials and why do they is on their positions..... they make blood money... drug money.... hm.... and these soldiers have the courage to be out of the groups just so we could know and let us be awake that the most people we depend on is also the reason the opposition is alive....

well true that in the world of politics.... corrupt is no absence.... we can be corrupt but killing innocents is not worthy in politics... poor people... the more we depend on... the more they lie....

why does this issue got in my head ad i wander around again and again???well honestly i dont know why. but for some reason i kinda got the feeling of that somethings...nah nevermind.. i really dont know what are the right or wrong words for this.. well as what i can say... right now is......????



::: just passin by ---> -frange at 7:49 PM