Friday, July 04, 2003 :::
 
mood: depressed.... felt ripped apart...
listening to: u got it bad - usher
doing: bored..... nothing....

well its kinda unfair though.... well to this day.... my family are against me.... for so many reasons ever since i showed them my girl and my life breaks like shit!!!! and now they still think that kami parin ng girl ko pero hindi naman... kinda depressed kasi they dont believe you no more... im sad for that... but what can i do even if i make up some thing nothing happens... they ignore me... and i really get so down.. like i wanna die... hay.... life is cruel but understanding... the moment that u think u r alone.... well we are alone... no one is better to be suited for you... im kinda fucked up na... even nga my fone is confiscated and even if i paid for the unit... and im gonna pay up my bill.. confiscate parin nila.... i really wanna cry na tlga... i dont want to be like this no more.... i wanna go out and leave this place... im crying inside my soul.... seeking a key to freedom which is so rough.... hay... blog later... im gonna smoke.... so sad...

::: just passin by ---> -frange at 10:00 PM

 
mood: ripped apart... depressed
listening to: the way i feel - 12 stones
doing: nothing.. chat and thinking....

kinda boring pero im really depressed....

::: just passin by ---> -frange at 8:21 PM